Today has turned out to be a very sad day. I am sad to write that my Grandma has passed away. The picture above is the last picture I have of her taken back in November. You cant help but smile just looking at her beautiful face. She has always been a huge part of my life and will continue to be. I am trying to be strong in front of Madison as I am not sure I want to tell her what has happened as she has been through too much death this year and still talks about it daily. My catch phrase for the past two hours has been "mommy's allergies are acting up". I have never felt a mix of emotions like this before. In one way I am happy that she is finally with God where she has wanted to be for a while but at the same time the selfish side of me does not want to loose the most wonderful person that has been in my life. Anyone who crossed her path was truly blessed. I love you Grandma!!!
